| Today...Start of HG Hey all! Today is the first day of the Hungry Ghost festival and I am not as scared as I used to be before. Anyways, today is a tiring day at work and I guess it will be physically more tiring later as I will be working out at the park with Dan! *cringes in anxiety* I wonder if i still have the stamina, coz me no longer young! Oh well.. I hope all of you had a better day than me, its been a good day lah.. just physically tiring. Haiz... *snoozes* ok..gotta chill out.. catcha in forty winks! Love..RL She spread her wings on Monday, August 16, 2004, 05:47 p.m. Relaxing The link is for THE EVENT OF THE YEAR - Light moment 2004 at ZION FULL GOSPEL CHURCH, please go check it out and feel free to come down to Tiong Bahru PLaza for a FREE shuttle bus service that will take you to the church anyway.. Enjoy the photos and come and be blessed:
http://wilfred.hardware-one.com/lightmoment/ Love, RL She spread her wings on Monday, June 21, 2004, 12:50 p.m. Sad Today i am feeling down as since the time I awoke till now, my mum has been nagging at me and she is doing a "mighty" fine job at it. I am so despondent now, she says so much untrue and negative things that sound so ugly and will strain my relationship with her... Why? Why must she do that to her own child? I am asking myself am I her real kid or not? If not, why must she be so traditional and harp on issues that is... so superficial! Anyway, I hope that God will certainly help me work all things out. Lots of Love, RL
She spread her wings on Sunday, June 20, 2004, 12:33 p.m. Did I OR did I not? I spent some good time "talking" to Dan last night. Wonder if I did the right thing by doing so or not. Coz Dan seems to be snapping at me today. I pointed out quite a lot of stuff yesterday, maybe I did so tactlessly but I seriously meant well. No harm or ill intentions intended. I told him how important a growing spiritual walk is... and that we should not treat God like "an emergency" doctor and pray to Him only when crisis arises.. we must consistently pray for stuff.. whether it will occur and come true, it all depends if God is willing. In accordance to His perfect time. I also told Dan that we must continue to pray for our relationship and put God's Word into action. He was like: "Pray for what areas??" And I replied: "Well, there are a lot of areas to pray for.. Finance, spiritual, emotional, health, understanding, patience and the likes.." Now, I kinda cooked a simple lunch and told Dan this morning that it will be ready by lunch time and ask him to come home for lunch.. HE agreed but when 11.30am came, he called to say he cannot make it back for lunch... I feel as if my effort / love into cooking this meal, which I also rushed to prepare has been wasted. The food will probably turn cold and lose its original taste as it is meant to be tasted. It isn't a feast, just YONG TAU FOO soup and Fried Mee Tai Mak. Simple fare but cooked with care. I cannot say I am Okay and not in the least bit affected, with work and finance nagging me and getting to me.. God oh God.. I need some affection and tenderness now more than anything else in the world. I need you Lord, need You and your unfailing love. XOXO, RL She spread her wings on Wednesday, June 16, 2004, 11:44 a.m. Of Sickness and Recoveries Hey All!!! Been sick for almost a week... yesterday was the worst onset... super jialat sia! I very Chiam leh. Took medicine, slept and took medicine and slept some more... but im okay today liao...by 12 pm!!! Haha...Praise God! The worst is over (fever, cough, sore throat, cramps)
Guess what? I did an article today, got so inspired by God and I think I am back to writing again!! Will sure continue working on my articles, especially those half-done ones which I could not complete somehow.. Yesterday was Ismelin's (my Best Friend's) Birthday!!! I could not attend her gathering, felt so bad >.<
But no choice, too sick to really be in the mood for anything except sleeping, am too intoxicated by the POWDERFULL Medicine...hahah...powerful man! Dan dan was so sweet, went to TBP to buy me Liang Cha and came over to pass to me, then he went to attend Church service, I am so encouraged, things are looking up and better now. Dan also invited 2 of his camp buddies to attend MES but they fly him aeroplane, Dan...you must be patient k? Love you baby...am so encouraged by you wanting to know God more and more...Keep it up and let's entrust Him with our all!! Praise God!! WOOHOO....I am looking forward to Friday's HillSong worship at the Indoor Stadium... I will be going and calling Dan and my friends along too!!! I will be taking half day to prepare for this and do some Bible study with Dan... can't wait!!! *Squeals in Delight* Love....RL She spread her wings on Sunday, May 30, 2004, 05:13 p.m. Thinking time today seems to be a crazy day towards the end part when I am suppose to knock off from work... suddenly all samples had to be sent out and why end day? I can't figure. But oh well... maybe its a system thingy but thatz not very smart... when middle of the day I am free and end day I had more stuff to sort and do.. I miss Dan... but been thinking so much and I gotta pray even more!!! XOXO...concerned, RL She spread her wings on Tuesday, May 25, 2004, 12:48 a.m. Death of a Loved One I grew up with my Godmother's children as my mum foster me out when I was younger. So I stayed with her and her kids till I was about nine before I went back home to stay with my mum. That is about a good nine years of my young life with my Godma and her kids. On Monday night, my Godma's eldest son, died of a heart attack. i was at the funeral on Wed and yesterday. The feeling stinged like crazy... I cried so much, my eyes were so red and my tears flowed out like tap water. I cried when I walked into Watson's (coz my Godma's son works as a Regional Manager for Watson), I cried when I looked at the skies. She spread her wings on Friday, May 21, 2004, 01:49 p.m. Sunday... Beautiful sunday Hey People! I did not go church today but I felt that the time was extremely well spent!!! Coz I took the effort and time to bond and chat with my brother (who is in army) and my mother!! I shared lotsa stuff with my mum again and we bonded and agreed on some matters... I talked to her about Dan... I asked my bro when would be appropriate for him to meet the Parents session?? He said give it at least 6 months...so Baby, if you are reading this, wait another five months k?? Kekekkhzz... lol Then chatted with my lovey mushy Dan ... Never knew you were this romantic... hahahaa... anyway, I pray that all plans and things will go smoothly for us and come to pass. I am so eager and happy!!! But everything is planned in God's oh so perfect timing! I am also glad your mum is coming for Sunday services now, very encouraged too! Keep encouraging her and try to get Ah Da and Teo to come for the LIGHT MOMENT 2004!!! how I sometimes wish my mummy would come to Church too! :( On a different note...RL She spread her wings on Sunday, May 16, 2004, 10:32 p.m. Chomp Time I just jad my lunch and Boy! did I eat a lot or what... Today I seem to be hungrier than usual... Hmmmm... Better do skipping later! *feeling guilty already* Work seems better now, at least I feel the basic "learning" period is over now and later i will be meeting my darling! So I have lotsa stuff to look forward to!!! Gonna cook Oyster Sauce chicken with mushrooms and onions, boil soup and fry some sotong balls and cook bean spourts with tofu! Yummy!! Later Chef Ruth will be in action... Muahaha! Today is a GREAT day! Happy... Sha ...lala...It's so nice to be Happy...Sha Lala... EVerybody should be Happy...Shalala.. Ciao and cya! XOXO..RL She spread her wings on Tuesday, May 11, 2004, 01:36 p.m. Soaking in THE LOVE Hey.... The last week has been fantastic-CO! I am so in love with Dan... and my God! Church has been more than fine.... Dan has been superbly adorable and sweet... Awww... the intoxication is overwhelming and I am basking and enjoying the best of every moment! Cheers.. RL She spread her wings on Sunday, April 25, 2004, 12:05 p.m. Lost in Transition I am feeling a little unaccomplished today... my gal fren was suggesting trying for the SIA stewardess thingy...just for fun, but I am not that keen! Hais.... only thing tempting is the money... 3000 is the salary min package! Check that out! Wooohoooo! Tax free too! Later I will head out for an interview (but not with SIA)and I seriously hope to get good news soon where my studies is concerned... I need some good news to blast me to the Heavens!!!!! Stoney, blur blur...ruth She spread her wings on Monday, April 12, 2004, 11:02 a.m. Love... I am confused If you meet someone you feel intense chemistry with after so long...and are quite certain he feels the same for you.. or at least getting there? Would you dare to hold his hands as a first move? Or do u...like me, believe that if a guy holds a gal's hands first, means he would appreciate and cherish you more? I am falling for someone and it has been 3 years since I felt this emotion. Wish it would happen, yet I dunno... does he really feel the same? He loves the sea a lot... I cannot say the same abt me, but I would support him and oh darn, learn swimming so that we can swim together... I do like him that much! I love his tan, his tenderness and humour and the way he smiles! So adorable!!! My best fren caught me smiling like an idiot yesterday and found it amusing... She knows itz happening to me... after so long, I feel my heart strings tugging.. Awwwww.. Sappy and Lovey Dovey ..ruth She spread her wings on Sunday, April 11, 2004, 03:24 p.m. Rocking Sentosa & Sun Burns... Today is sheer torture... the day is wonderful... beautiful... blissful but I CANNOT ENJOY IT!!! Hais.... I am in so much pain now! About 56 of us (Church Friends) all went to Sentosa yesterday to have a day of fun, games, cheering, shouting...yelling and eating sand!! Woohoo!!! Sand Wars!!!!!!! Only one or two decided to build sand castles... *wonders who* Hmmm.... Anyways, the 'injury' rate was high! We all had bad sun burns today... I am hurting on my back, neck and shoulders... I shower also pain... wear clothes also pain... then got so many mosquito and insects bites... even the mosquitoes in my room are not sparing me now! Terribly irritating manZ! Argh!!! Drama rehearsal for THE LIGHT MOMENT 2004 mini Musical started late and ended even later! Ha! But I think, for a dry run, it was pretty Okay ;) Think the singing needs some re-work (BIG TIME) and the chemistry between all... has lotsa room for improvement! Me included... *crosses my fingers and hope to memorise script soon* Lastly, I hope to get my application to NTU approved. So many applications this year! So pray for me yeah? Btw, Is... I just wanna say, I had a great time seeing ya play and you were so sporty! Keep it up! Love ya.... XOXO, RL She spread her wings on Sunday, April 11, 2004, 01:53 a.m. Today Woke up real early today and started on a job hunt by flicking thru' the newspapers.... got a call saying that I got an interview scheduled for Monday, so I am happy about it! Went to Fisherman's Village yesterday, it was great.... had great company and by far, too much food. Hahhaaa!!! Then took a nice stroll on the beach with cute piggy... he is adorable and likeable and oh so re-assuring to this scrady cat here.... I was afraid of everything last nite, the trees... bushes and cats.... Oops! Looks like I have given myself away and the Bus stop was way spooky man! Gggrrrr.... my hair was standing... and I came home and found my mummy who was so nice, taping AMERICAN IDOL for me.... tonite would be the results...I hope Camille Velosacy would be voted off as she cannot sing for nuts! anyway, close frens would probably know that there is a certain someone i LIKE quite a bit now.... hope that he likes me back too and then we could be headed for something special and rock solid! Woohoo!!!!!!
Love ...ruth She spread her wings on Thursday, April 8, 2004, 12:12 p.m. Thoughts A lot have been going thru' my head lately... hmmm... I cannot say that I am worried but more of things are by far too quiet. I have been praying for certain things yet they are unanswered and left dangling... in mid air... so many uncertainities.. its just scary. Then, my company, may wind up soon. So I guess I better start making plans. It's just so weird. I also think I lost my drive and passion. I think I need a break.. to put things into perspective and set things back on track again. Hais.......
She spread her wings on Wednesday, March 31, 2004, 11:48 a.m. The Weekend The last weekend that passed has the be one of the most serious one I had this far this Year!!! The Big Annoucement finally came out and Thank Goodness it did! I really appreciated what my Church Leaders went thru' - all that contemplation and debate before finally making a good choice of letting us all know what is going on! At least we can prepare for the queries that we maybe flooded with..
Anyways, besides that, I had quality family time with my folks too! My bro came back from his camp - first book out! All of us were so happy and we had a great family gathering and dinner! Food was plentiful, hahaha.... guess I must have ate a lot on Sat! Lastly, am quite troubled over studies related matters, but I am going to live and let live, take it a step at a time! No point rushing too... I am excitied that so many things are going to be happening soon! Just am happy, a littled scared but overall, really looking forward!
Love and Joy...RL She spread her wings on Monday, March 22, 2004, 09:33 a.m. YoZ Hi ALL.... I am back! After a very long break, been up to so many things, afraid I cannot even remember some! Haha... But an update on what's up with me! I am currently working, quit University course at SIM as I do not wanna do business anymore, I rather pursue my dreams, so am working towards that direction. Been pretty much laid back, not partying at all these days, guess this effect comes with age eh? Muahaha....I won't know for sure though. I miss school days and being carefree and not having to worry about bills and money! I have been going to church a lot more since last year and been baptised and turned back on most of my old ways, still have some bad habits that I am dying to get outta my system! Anyways, more updates later today! See ya and have a great DAY! Love...Ruth She spread her wings on Friday, March 19, 2004, 10:37 a.m. The EPL rape and Dirty Football If there's one thing I dislike at times and wonder how the creatures called MEN love them.... is football... a bunch of guys running after a ball is nice to watch meh?
Anyway, point is, it's in the news about the rape of this 17-year old blonde by 7 football players from famous teams from England.. Which camp are you people on? There's two possibilities, either the girl was cheap and asked for it thru' her dressing, body language and all OR the footballers are cheapskate as they are rich ass who can jolly well pay for a full service by "chickens", I assume the sex trade in Britain must be dying as there aren't much business if rapes were to carry on like this...
XOXO..RL She spread her wings on Monday, October 6, 2003, 12:08 a.m. It's been a while Hi Folks! It's haa been a while, I have been thru' so much that I was washed out and drained to boot to even have the energy to update my blog...
Did I miss out on the action here? Haiz... Anyways, the past week has been eventful in many ways, reflected on a wee bit of the past and felt sad for a bit but other than that couple of hours and the financially strapped predicament i'm in... I am doing okay! Hey, I know I always will..
I sent a guy pal into Pulau Tekong on Thursday and the feeling was bittersweet, I only say this as he is a super close guy pal of mine and will most definately miss his crappiness... Will update more on Tekong and the stuff we did before he enlisted next round I blog.
Had a bit of trauma on Thursday evening as I had a couple of nightmares and I almost died in them... geez! It was freaking man.
Been thinking of the friends I have, I am grateful for the ones that I am especially close to, you guys know me the best, sometimes even before i have to mouth anything, it is as if you guys were there to witness what happened and just knew... I am really grateful and would forever cherish such friendships... though I don't get to see you much due to the timetable and activities of Church, hey, but at least I am occupied fruitfully and rather happily.
I love you Sassin, Jess, "Uncle" Lum, "Uncle" Chan, "Brother" Pang, Lina Lee, Victor, Ismelin, my two Gors - Jian and Win and of course, Louise. You people are the closest inner circle of friends I have and I sometimes wouldn't know how to stay sane and level-headed without you! You're there to gimme comfort and anchor me when the going sometimes get tough... I went thru' many storms and emerged the Victor for you are at one point or the other with me! I am just so glad I met you and can have and keep this friendship and special bond we have for life! I will do my utmost to maintain the bond, no matter what it takes, for you are all worth it!
Then, there's also my family, though weird, nagging, super unreasonable and over-protective, they have their merits too... Gosh, I am getting sappy here.. It's so wonderful to really lay back and think of all the people who matter most to me and smile as I think of each of you.. *Awwwwww*
Love, Hugs and Kisses..RL
She spread her wings on Sunday, October 5, 2003, 11:42 p.m. |
